again i have to apologize for being so lazy and not keeping you updated...life is running by fast...week after week...month after month...semester after semester...and so on and so on...
i thought only elderly people are suffering from this...old ladies...that tell you with whom they were in the same hospital room...and what that person suffers from...and what their kids do...all the gossip they heard in the days of their hospitalization...
as some people might know, my dad has been in hospital for quite a while last year. he had a stroke and while he was in hospital, they also diagnosed him with cancer. so i spent quite some time visiting him there...while being there, i couldnt help but make fun of everything...not in a negative way but i just tried to make people laugh about random things there...i was constantly joking around because i felt the need to make the people in there smile and maybe even a little happy. often they didnt get my jokes and sometimes they looked at me with this what-the-fuck expression...but i still think that they liked when i came into the hospital room...or at least wondered about me...
today im back at hospital, but this time i am the patient. im a little nervous, running around the house like an ant on speed, checking if ive got everything to spend a "good" time in hospital. yesterday it took me two hours to charge my iPod with the right music for the setting...
i also bring also three different book...two for university (i gotta study for my final exam) and one by the Dalai Lama talking about happiness...i can really recommend this one for people who interested in buddhism and know the basic principles...otherwise, i think, it is a bit difficult...all the buddhist concepts and stuff...
well tomorrow morning they are gonna cut up my stomach...one little hole around the belly button and then they are gonna extract the gall bladder...they take out the whole thing because they say i dont need it...i was wondering why it is there in the first place if i dont need it. but they said that mine is not working well, so it makes no sense to keep it there...and the gall "juice" is produced in the liver anyway, so "goodbye gall bladder, i am not gonna miss u!!"...well, at least i hope so!!!
well, i hope you guys are all happy and enjoying life...if you are reading this blog, it would be really nice if you left me a lil comment from time to time, so i can see that you care...i dont like when people dont care...
Have a good one,
S
PS: my music recommandation is some sweet dirty reggae from california that support(ed) the spring feeling i felt for the two days of sunshine we had so far...by the aggrolites...who are going to play in Vienna on the 4th May and in Graz on the 5th May...if you like what you hear, go and check 'em out!!! The Aggrolites - Faster Bullet
