It seems as if I only find the time to update my blog when I'm sick or incredibly anti-social. This time I'm sort of sick again. I think we are playing Sonja vs. her intestines, part II. But later on, I'm going to see my doctor and I hope I don't have to swallow this horrible video tube again...ahh!!
|sundown in Kreuzberg|
And we had quite a laugh...there's no person liker her!!!
Moving to Berlin would be way easier...but then I'm also not sure if my job is really what I want to do. I mean I love teaching, but nevertheless I feel like I need some more years of something else since I feel like a chicken and not grown-up or responsible enough for this. I'd like to have some years of careless freedom with a job that pays my bills in a place that makes me happy where I can be and do who/what I want. It's not that I am not doing this now...but still, I feel a little trapped and right now, I am confused again about where to go. I will definitely spend another year in Vienna as I already have a contract with my school. So, I will give myself sometime to figure out what the next step will be...or maybe I should flip a coin!?!?
There are always these points in one's life where one has to decide what the next step will be. I know few people who can tell me at any time if they are on the right path...but I think it's enough to know you're heading in the right direction because finally, the path is what it is all about.
I also finished building my bike after months of ordering parts online, getting the wrong ones, reselling them and ordering new ones. It's done, it works, it's a great ride and it is incredibly pretty. I am so proud. It was totally worth waiting!!!
I also gave it a name as it will be my new companion that brings me closer to my destination - it's called "La petite blu" - the frame is French, so I wanted to give it a French touch. And it reminded me of the movie "Betty Blue" (which I can recommend!!). And it looks much more like a girl than a boy...although it's blue...see, I'm not thinking in traditional gender roles! :-) Some riding shots will follow soon...
|La petite blu|
And I have a little surprise for you. I finally have the guts to post one of my really shitty demos...and let you hear one of my incredibly lonesome songs called So? (*clickme*)...the quality is not amazing, recorded it with my Macbook and no additional tools, no mastering, nothing...a simple plain demo. Feel free to leave a comment and let me know if you hate it or if it's so miserable that you feel morally compelled to applaud :-)
Hope you're enjoying the blossoming spring...I surely will as soon as these rainclouds have left Vienna.
Take care, leave some comments.
PS: I couldn't decide which song to post today. So I chose one of my "classics" (there are thousands of classics in my collection!!)...Black Rebel Motorcycle Club with Fault Line.
The lyrics perfectly fit my contemplative mood....ENJOY!!